“Beyond Ash Wednesday”

O'CollinsExperiencing Jesus by Gerald O’Collins, SJ; Chapter 1 – “What’s it all about?”

Ash Wednesday marks the start of the holy season of Lent; a journey of 40 days (not counting Sundays) that ends with the glorious, powerful and life-saving resurrection of Christ. But let’s not get ahead of ourselves, it’s still just the morning after Ash Wednesday and the brilliance of Easter Morning seems very far away. Gerald O’Collins begins his Lenten reflection book with a chapter titled “What’s it all about?” The “it” O’Collins refers to is the subject, and the exploration, of the chapter rather than a mysterious and confusing pronoun (I always tell my kids, “use a proper noun before using a pronoun!”); and the “it” is not simply Ash Wednesday, but all that Ash Wednesday hopes to point toward as we begin our journey of Lent. And the journey begins with a funny smear of ashes on your forehead, should you so choose. O’Collins’ first chapter makes a clear point, however; should you not choose to have the ashes smeared across your forehead, the meaning remains and envelops your journey as well. What is that meaning?

The complicated answer is that there are so many meanings it would take a lifetime to approach the truth of it, but that seems like a cop-out. So, let’s take up the matter of the ashes again and focus our attention there. O’Collins makes a blunt point of it: “Ash on our foreheads shows what we are: people of dust and destined to die.” (p. 12) He continues to make several points of mortal life, points we know all too well – life if fragile, life is transient, life happens in the midst of the mighty cosmos, but life is sacred and God given; and this last bit about life trumps all the others. We head into Lent knowing that life is not always a box of chocolates (yes, Forest Gump’s mother said that) but we have been given our lives through the grace and love of God, which means that our life, our fragile mortal life, has a depth that transcends the fragility that appears on the surface of it. Lent’s journey is about exploring the depth of life so that we might appreciate, maybe even understand a bit of the abundant love that we have been given from the One who gives everything through love.

“‘Let anyone with ears listen;’ proclaiming the truth – Eyal Press’ Beautiful Souls”

BeautifulSoulsBeautiful Souls by Eyal Press, Chapter 4: The Price of Raising One’s Voice

Chapter 4 of Eyal Press’ Beautiful Souls turns our attention to the courageous proclamation of the truth; the dissenting voices of truth that break through the silence of the group. Press’ main character in this final chapter is Leyla Wydler, a tough and determined woman who has enjoyed a successful career as a financial adviser until she runs up against the challenges of the Stanford Group Company in Houston, TX. The chapter begins with an anonymous letter sent to various government financial authorities as well as a few media organizations, all in an effort to attract attention to suspected illegal activities at a well respected global financial firm. We quickly learn the suspicious mind behind the letter is Wydler and we also learn of the great courage and tenacity it took her to come to this point in her life…and the consequences her courage would bring upon her and her family. Proclaiming the truth in the midst of a group (or an entire society) that sees no wrong, perceives no harm, or believes no lies have been told is a difficult and often disorienting adventure. Press takes his readers on this adventure and allows us to see through the eyes of those who have proclaimed the truth and challenges us to hear and act. Continue reading

“Personal conscience and moral imagination – Eyal Press’ Beautiful Souls”

BeautifulSoulsBeautiful Souls by Eyal Press, Chapter 3: The Rules of Conscience

Press opens his third chapter with the story of Henry David Thoreau and Thoreau’s famous support for claims of personal conscienceness and actions of civil disobedience. Press quotes Thoreau: “I am not responsible for the successful working of the machinery of society. The only obligation which I have a right to assume, is to do at any time what I think right.” Press insightfully evaluates Thoreau’s starkly individualistic claim, “[Thoreau’s claim] is a bracingly uncomprimising worldview. But if this is all that saying no entails, what beyond salving one’s own conscience comes of it? If one person’s subjective values can be invoked to break the law and resist government, why can’t another, radically different set of personal convictions?” (p. 87) Press continues to pose questions, but his point has already been made – who gets to decide “right” and “wrong.” Differing sides could take up the argument for a long time and ideological trench warfare ensues…if you are sceptical, look at Washington, D.C. and the lack of progress that has come out of the recent political quagmire there. Press introduces us to his main character of chapter 3, Avner Wishnitzer, and takes us on a journey describing Avner’s experience in the Israeli Army, a journey that helps to answer the question of personal conscience. Continue reading

“Courageously pursuing the Truth – Eyal Press’ Beautiful Souls”

BeautifulSoulsBeautiful Souls by Eyal Press, Chapter 2: Defying the Group

While continuing to focus on the courageous acts of individuals, Eyal Press takes up the question of group dynamics in his second chapter, “Defying the Group.” The setting of the main story of interest is the Balkans in the early 1990’s and the tensions and eventual bloodshed between Serbs and Croats of the former Yugoslavia. Press’ main character, Aco Jevtic, is a Serb caught in the midst of the terrible battle that waged over the city of Vukovar. We learn of Jevtic’s struggles in Vukovar only later, but first Press wants us to center our attention on Jevtic’s courageous and, for many puzzling, act to save Croats from torture and possible death. Jevtic finds himself among a large group of men captured by Serbian forces; and eventually a Serbian officer who recognizes Jevtic asks him to identify fellow Serbs among the prisoners so they may be removed. Jevtic complies with the officer’s request but does not stop pointing out men after all the Serbs have been identified, instead pointing toward men he knows are Croats but giving them false names in order to save them. Jevtic’s courageous actions save countless Croats, while at the same time placing himself in great danger should his actions become discovered. Why would Jevtic boldly take this course of action during dangerous times of ethnic violence? Continue reading

“Gifts of the Spirit, participating in God’s Love”

Epiphany 2C (1 Cor 12:1-11)  01/20/2013

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Just a few weeks after my graduation from college, several friends of mine and I moved to Orlando, FL in order to attend a six month Navy training course. I had known one of my roommates throughout my college days and he had become a great friend. A person of integrity and intelligence, he was a steady and thoughtful presence during those demanding days of school. We shared many long days, lots of laughs, and some challenging times, but we were confident of our future and we had great plans. My friend was going to serve his commitment to the Navy and then leave the service behind to pursue other interests. I was sure of my future in the Navy and I fully intended to make a career of it, 20 years or more. We had different visions of our future, but we were both quite confident we knew the things that mattered most in our lives and we were determined to achieve our goals. Continue reading

“Transformation through personal experience – Eyal Press’ Beautiful Souls”

BeautifulSoulsBeautiful Souls by Eyal Press, Chapter 1: Disobeying the Law

Eyal Press begins his book with a story of an unlikely law breaker, the Commander of the State Police in St. Gallen, Switzerland. Paul Gruninger was, by all accounts, a good and faithful civil servant for many years; a family man; a man that could be trusted with the law and order of his community. Yet, Paul Gruninger was indicted and convicted of breaking the very laws he was entrusted to uphold…how could this have happened? The simple answer is that there is no simple answer, especially in the difficult and dark days of the spreading horror of World War II in Europe. After experiencing an overwhelming influx of Jewish refugees throughout the 1930’s, Switzerland decided that there was no more room within its borders and after August 19, 1938, immigration for any reason was denied. Gruninger, serving on the border of Austria and familiar with the horrors that were present in that border country, could not bring himself to follow this new immigration law. He regularly accepted new immigrants fleeing Austria and falsely dated their paperwork with dates prior to August 19. His life-saving but law breaking activities were eventually discovered and he was promptly removed from his position and discredited for the remainder of his life. His actions may have saved countless lives, but he dramatically changed his life and the fortunes of his family. Why did the Commander of the State Police break the law? Continue reading

“Moral Conscience and Nonconformity – the price of saying no: Eyal Press’ Beautiful Souls”

Beautiful Souls, by Eyal PressBeautifulSouls

During the next few weeks Eyal Press’ insightful book will be examined in preparation for a book review prior to the start of our journey through Lent. The book explores the fascinating moral dilemmas and difficult circumstances of people who have become trapped between the ideals of their conscience and the unfolding actions of the society in which they find themselves. A small group of people appear to have the moral courage to resist the path of least resistance and cling to their deeply held principles; what is their secret? In Press’ own words: “Why, even in situations of seemingly total conformity, there are always some people who refuse to go along. This is a book about such nonconformists, about the mystery of what impels people to do something risky and transgressive when thrust into a morally compromising situation: stop, say no, resist.” (Beautiful Souls, p. 5)

The season of Lent brings us on a journey with Christ as he walks the difficult last days of his public ministry and uncompromisingly sacrifices everything at Golgotha; he is willing to go to any length for those he loves, including death on the cross. The time of Lent is a time for reflection; a time to go deeper into one’s personal faith; a time to explore the call of discipleship and the personal cost associated with a deep and active faith in Christ. Eyal Press’ book, Beautiful Souls, will help raise important topics and lead us in deeper personal understanding and awareness.

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“May the Light of Christ move you in this New Year”

Epiphany (Matthew 2:1-12) 01/06/2013

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Happy New Year! The New Year always brings an opportunity that I look forward to each year, an opportunity to find some new and interesting calendar to guide the days and months ahead. And as we take down last year’s calendars and replace them with new ones, we too have been given an opportunity to renew our lives and begin this New Year with a fresh start. The end of the year also invites us to spend some time in reflection, giving some thought to these past twelve months; where we have been, what we have seen, and how we might approach this coming year with new and enlightened understandings of our world. During this past year we have experienced many challenges: Hurricane Sandy, Sandy Hook School and the fiscal cliff…and that just covers the past three months. But we have also witnessed the joys of watching the world come together in London for the Summer Olympics and closer to home we have heard from our young Pilgrims and their trip to Belize and our community has visited our friends in Haiti and Cuba. Our experiences of this past year are memories now, but our reflections provide us with insights that help us to learn and grow into a new year of hope filled opportunities; opportunities that await us if we are willing to turn our faith in Christ into actions of love and service. Continue reading

“Into the darkness there appeared a great Light”

Christmas Eve (Luke 2:1-20)  12/24/2012

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After living for several years in the Chicago suburbs, my family and I moved to the Washington D.C. area as I became a student at Virginia Seminary. Moving from one place to another is never easy; moving is hard work for many reasons: packing countless boxes, wondering if something will get broken (yes, something always gets broken), and saying goodbye to good friends. Leaving a community of people is perhaps one of the most difficult aspects of moving. Among the many friends we said goodbye to as we left Chicago, I found it especially difficult to say goodbye to a good friend and colleague of mine; someone who shared similar family and work experiences with me for years. I kept in touch with my friend and nearly two years after we had moved he informed me that they too were leaving Chicago and moving to CT. He had taken a job in Middlebury and they were moving to a little town named Sandy Hook. My friend and his family have lived in CT for nearly six years and I rarely heard the name of his new town during that time, but a week ago this past Friday things became very different; Sandy Hook was known around the globe and the world changed. As reports came in from the media that morning, Carol and I became very worried for our friends. The rational part of my brain understood that their girls were certainly in high school, but we sat down and counted the years just to be sure (there didn’t seem to be too many rational things happening on that day). In the midst of incredible difficulty and unexplainable sorrow I wanted to be sure that those closest to me were OK. I was searching and hoping for some distance from this unbelievable story so I might be comforted in some small way. Often times we search for places of comfort, places of safety to weather the storms of life. My friend and his family were safe on that horrible morning, but even this comfort was not enough. The reality of that morning brought sorrow so great that it seemed there was no escape, regardless of how much distance you seemed to have from Sandy Hook. The opening words of our first reading from the prophet Isaiah ring in my ears, “The people walked in darkness.” (Isaiah 9:2) The sorrow of these past 10 days has felt pretty dark indeed. And for those of us who live in this “land of deep darkness,” we wonder, “where are we to go?” Continue reading

“Let’s believe best intentions from others”

The Advent season is now in full swing and as we prepare for the coming of Jesus Christ we must also manage to hold back a cacophony of competing tasks and the subsequent thoughts these tasks engender: have I completed my Christmas shopping list; do I have enough cards for the season and the right mix of “Merry Christmas” and “Happy Holidays;” I wonder if those Christmas lights will work from last year; and on and on and on. These thoughts not only creep into the forefront of our minds but can take hold of our imaginations…causing us to wonder of the intentions that lurk behind the actions of others. Life in the church is no different, and add to the mix the unfortunate timing of creating budgets for the coming year and counting financial commitments made by church members. We are tempted to wonder why others delay their support…are they looking for something other than we can provide, do they require more information before making their thoughts known, or are they simply too busy with other matters that seem more pressing. The “crush of the holidays” can take hold of us and bring out the dark clouds of our imaginations. But wait: close your eyes, count to three (forward or backward, they both will do) and say the following – “I will believe the best intentions from others,” and I think you will find this is nearly almost always true. The Apostle Paul gave similar advice to the Christian community in Corinth nearly two thousand years ago and they didn’t have to worry about mall traffic or Black Friday shopping sales.

Paul’s words in 1 Corinthians (1 Cor 10:23 – 11:1) are words we need to hear during this Advent season; a season that is best spent slowing down in thoughtful preparation and prayer for the coming of Jesus, but is often spent going fast and furious from one commitment to the other. Paul advises us to consider that “not all things are beneficial…not all things build up” but that as we continue to work and live with others we should “not seek our own advantage, but that of the other.” (1Cor 10:23-24) Paul’s lesson to us is rather simply stated but perhaps challenging to implement: we live in community, in a diversity of thought, opinion and action; but the diversity of others should best be interpreted as a variety of actions reaching for the best we have to offer. The ability to interpret our diversity in this way requires an expansive understanding of good intentions, and now we have come back to Advent. The season of Advent prepares us for something radically new, something radically powerful, something so creative and imaginative only God could have done it – and that is the Incarnation of the Word of God, so abundant with love that nothing is beyond reach or beyond redemption. If God can do this for us, maybe we can spend the rest of our Advent and the days following believing in the best intentions from others.