“In the midst of change You are there with me”

Seventh Sunday of Easter (John 17:6-19)  5/20/2012

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As the days get longer and the sun shines a bit warmer, I become more aware that the time is nearly here for school to take its summer recess. The thoughts of lazy summer days and relaxing trips to the beach instill great joy in the hearts of many students; while for those students who will be graduating, the coming end of the school year begins a time of great transition. The transition of those leaving school marks the end of one chapter and the beginning of a new chapter in one’s life; a transition to a world only previously imagined but never fully experienced. In fact, on this very day 25 years ago, I tossed my hat high into the air with my classmates as we marked the end of our college days and nervously imagined what was to follow. Transitions are life events that are often full of personal emotions and excitement, but transitions are also events that remind us that we are not alone, we rely on those we love for guidance and support. J. Philip Newell, author and spiritual director, quotes a wonderful story by George MacLeod in his book, Listening for the heartbeat of God. George MacLeod was a Scottish clergyman and founder of the modern day Christian community of Iona. MacLeod tells a story of a great day of transition for his young daughter, her first day of school. He writes, “I was busy. I was writing letters. I was self-important. My little daughter was going to school that morning for the first time. She came into my room, in her first school uniform. I said, ‘Your tie is not quite straight.’ Then I looked at her eyes. She wasn’t crying. She was unutterably disappointed. She hadn’t come for tie inspection. She had come to show she was going to school for the first time. A terrific day, and I had let her down. What is that bit in the Gospel? Whosoever shall offend against one of these little ones…better for a millstone to be tied around his neck and that he be cast into the sea. I ran downstairs. I said all the right things. I crossed the road with her. I went to school with her. I had missed the moment, missed the point. I will always see these eyes. Sometimes when I am very busy. Sometimes when I am writing letters. I am forgiven, but I won’t forget.”[i] MacLeod’s reflection on his daughter’s great day of transition insightfully paints a vivid picture of both the emotional excitement and the fragile nature of transitions, and the human need for the love and support of others as we navigate through these unfamiliar times. Continue reading

“You have been chosen and now you must choose!”

6th Sunday after the Epiphany (Mark 1:40-45)  2/12/2012

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The leper said to Jesus, “If you choose, you can make me clean.” (Mark 1:40) “If you choose…” Every day we are all confronted with decisions that must be made; in the course of our lives we discover new opportunities that cause us to make choices. Two weeks ago today I had the opportunity to spend the morning education hour with the J2A Youth group, helping them prepare for their approaching confirmation at the Cathedral. Our discussion was based upon a lesson that was entitled, “Decisions, Decisions.” As young adults in the church, they are already becoming familiar with the idea that their decisions are more informed by their own choices than with the choices of their parents or their guardians. And they, like the rest of us, have some choices to make. The Sacrament of Confirmation, according to the Prayer Book, is a mature commitment to Christ; a choice to affirm and renew the vows taken at one’s Baptism. The lesson prepared and challenged these young folks to consider how they might react when confronted with choices, especially choices made under difficult circumstances.  Every Christian has choices to make and many of the choices we are confronted with are not easy choices; and they are not always choices that are obvious or popular to the society in which we live. Continue reading

“Justice or Generosity? – Yes, please”

14th Sunday after Pentecost (Matthew 20:1-16)  9/18/2011

Welcome back from summer. You might say to yourself that I am a week late, as last week was Welcome Back Sunday, but this week is the start of Sunday School and our Sunday morning forums – so the school bell rings for the first time this week and I hope that you will join us as we learn and grow together each week. The start of the school year reminds me of the importance that the school year seems to have on each of us, even if we are no longer full-time students we are all affected in some way or have vivid memories of our school days.

A vivid school memory of mine is my first day of Navy Nuclear Power School. On that first day, after being welcomed and filling out some paperwork, everyone was provided with a test that we were assured had no meaning and no impact on our academic records…although the rumor was that the test determined where each person was to be seated in the classroom, with the smart folks in the back of the room and the low-scoring students sitting in the front. As we received our seat assignments the next day I think the rumors might have been true, as I saw many of the smartest kids in the class sitting behind me as I looked out from my second row seat. The opening week of school was a sign of things to come, as my front-of-the-room friends and I studied for many, many hours during the next several months while my back-of-the-room classmates had more leisure time on their hands. By the end of the program we were ranked according to our grade averages and one’s rank order determined the selection order in which you could pick your next school location: either Idaho, NY or CT. As a young man engaged to a woman living in CT, I was filled with nervous anxiety as I waited for my turn. I might have even grumbled as I watched my classmates who did not study as hard as I did select their locations before me. I remember thinking, “I studied as hard as I possibly could for 6 months; shouldn’t that count for something?” Continue reading

“God’s Abundant Justice: a challenge to our American dream”

Proper 20A (Matthew 20:1-16)  9/21/2008

A sermon preached at Immanuel Church-on-the-Hill, Alexandria, VA; reposted to test audio features.

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American statesman and publisher Benjamin Franklin wrote the following advice in his 1757 edition of Poor Richard’s Almanac; “Diligence is the mother of good luck…and God gives all things to industry. Then plow deep while sluggards sleep, and you shall have corn to sell and to keep.”[i] Franklin’s humorous, yet insightful bits of wisdom profoundly shaped the growing English colonies that would one day become the United States of America. These pithy proverbs would form the backbone of what we would today describe as “the American Dream.” Work hard, save your money and then spend your money wisely so that you and your family may enjoy the fruits of your labor. There appears to be an obvious justice at work here: those who work hard get something in return. Those who work harder get more than those who work less. This simple formula for the “American Dream” appears to be shared by those early morning laborers in our Gospel lesson this morning, but Jesus’ parable story highlights a very different form of justice. Jesus presents us with a justice of abundance; a justice of love; a justice full of God’s grace. Like my son’s calculus homework, Jesus’ formula appears to be more complicated for us to imagine. Continue reading

“Alleluia, Christ is risen – surprised?”

Easter Day (Matthew 28:1-10)  4/24/2011

Happy Easter to everyone! We have now all traveled the 40 days of Lent. I hope that your Lenten journey was a time of rest, reflection and renewal. Throughout this season, I hope you were able to discover all that you were in search of and that you accomplished all that you set out to do. But most importantly, I hope that you were surprised. If even for just one small moment, I hope that you were unexpectedly swept off your feet with your mouth wide-open and your senses tingling, surprised. I hope that you were surprised because God has so many gifts to give us that our human expectations struggle to imagine the wonder and abundance of God’s love and grace. Continue reading

“Baptized into the curious life of following Christ”

1st Sunday after the Epiphany (Matthew 3:13-17)  01/09/2011

The celebration of the Baptism of our LORD

“Jesus came from Galilee to John at the Jordan, to be baptized by him. John would have prevented him…” (Matt 3:17) Throughout the week I have been imagining John standing at the edge of the Jordan River, watching Jesus approach the crowd that surrounded John as he baptized them in the River. (As he watched Jesus approaching,) John must have thought, “now the real baptizing will begin,” but instead Jesus asks John to baptize him. John is surprised…what a curious request; the Messiah would like John to baptize him? As I considered how John must have felt in that moment, I thought of the curious events of life that we encounter and I was reminded of the classic children’s book written by E.B. White, Charlotte’s Web. White’s classic story of the “terrific” little pig Wilbur is full of curiosities. First, Wilbur was born the runt of a very large litter and his future did not look to be very long until he was saved by the protests of a young girl named Fern. Wilbur’s life was spared, but only to be sold to Farmer Zuckerman so the little pig could be fattened up and sold for Christmas dinner. Once again, Wilbur’s life was saved, but this time by an ingenious (or perhaps miraculous) spider named Charlotte. And so the story continues – every time the plot appears to be headed in the expected direction of “normal” life on the farm (and to the detriment of poor Wilbur) we are surprised to discover that the story has taken a curious turn in a new direction…a direction that causes everyone to wonder what could possibly be going on? Continue reading

“Are you ready to receive the unexpected Gift?”

Christmas Eve (Luke 2:1-20)  12/24/2010

Merry Christmas. We now have just a few short hours until Santa makes the rounds through Central CT…and I know this because I checked the official NORAD Santa Claus tracker just prior to coming to the church. At this point of the evening, Santa is hard at work delivering his load of goodies and he has long completed his final check of who has been naughty and who has been nice (I hope we all have managed to get on the “Nice” list this year). Santa’s list of gifts is famous for its complete and unfailing accuracy. And like Santa, each of us has our list of gifts and we likely carefully check their accuracy – maybe not using the “naughty” and “nice” criteria, but certainly each using our own method. Continue reading

“Sharing Zacchaeus’ question: who do I want to be?”

Proper 26C (Luke 19:1-10)  10/31/2010

The cold weather has returned, many houses are surrounded with cobwebs and scary decorations, and the wonderful Pipescreams concert was held this past Friday: all reminders that tonight is Halloween. Preparing for Halloween prompts us to consider the all important question – what costume should I wear; or in other words, what or who should I transform myself in to for one night of fun? Many years ago when my son was in the first grade he had great difficulty in deciding on his costume. Having exhausted all hope that his parents would be of any help to him, he decided to visit our neighbor across the street. Seeking guidance for the perfect costume, he asked our neighbor what his favorite costume was when he was a young boy – Batman was the answer he received. After thinking a bit about that idea, he asked, “well, what other costumes did you wear?” Batman, that was the only answer…when our neighbor was a young boy he was Batman for 5 or 6 years in a row. Unfortunately, his answer did not prove very useful in helping my son determine his final costume choice. Who should I transform myself to become – he was still faced with a big dilemma.

This morning, we hear that Zacchaeus was also faced with a big dilemma in his life. Continue reading

“The gift of Faith – renewed and rekindled by our actions”

Proper 22C (2 Tim 1:1-14 and Luke 17:5-10)  10/03/2010

John Westerhoff, an Episcopal priest and theologian, shared his understanding of faith development in his book, Will Our Children Have Faith? Westerhoff opens his book by stating, “It is a truism that Christian faith and education are inevitable companions. Wherever living faith exists, there is a community endeavoring to know, understand, live and witness to that faith.”[i] Throughout the remainder of Westerhoff’s book, he clearly explains that his definition of education is not limited to the classroom. The companionship of faith and education is most profoundly experienced as we learn in the fullness of our journey through life. Last Sunday morning at our forum, the St. John’s J2A pilgrims shared highlights from their trip to Scotland and those in attendance heard their profound experiences – experiences that will shape and inform their journey through life. Throughout the forum, each pilgrim came forward and shared some concerns they had before the trip (the potential difficulty of living without electronic gadgets, the discomfort of living on a vegetarian diet, and the unease of traveling with people that you barely know); and they also shared their understanding of life after the trip (garden grown vegetables are not so bad, traveling without electronic gadgets fosters conversation and friendship, and the beauty of the Scottish landscape revealed to them the presence of the holy). The pilgrimage was a profound experience for those who made the trip, but as members of this community, as people who witness the pilgrims’ journey, we encounter the holy and we are profoundly changed as well. Profoundly changed in our understanding of life and profoundly changed in our understanding of faith. The gift of faith, freely given to us from God, but a gift that is ours to grow through our discovery; our determination; our wonder of the holy. Our faith must be “rekindled” as the author of Paul’s letter to Timothy tells us this morning. Continue reading

“Shrewdly seeking God’s grace”

Proper 20C (Luke 16:1-13)  09-19-2010

A few years ago when my family and I moved from the Chicago area to the suburbs of Washington, DC, we quickly realized that the traffic was going to give us an opportunity to practice our patience and we also realized that an early start on the morning commute would be a necessity. Because the traffic was also unpredictable, an early start often meant an early arrival at the seminary, so I became a regular at the Student Lounge. Like many of the commuter students who frequented this convenient gathering place, I became familiar with the bad coffee, the uncomfortable furniture and the dismal gray walls. And because we were quite certain that the traffic was not going to end any time soon, we decided that we should make some changes to the lounge so our time there was more pleasant. A few pillows on the furniture and some good scrubbing on the coffee machines made a big difference, but those dismal gray walls were still very depressing. We thought a cheerful yellow paint would make a great difference on everyone’s attitude. We assumed that painting the lounge would require someone’s permission, so we asked several school officials for the name of the person in charge of the lounge. In every case the answer was the same: I don’t know who is in charge of the lounge. After an unsuccessful search for the person in charge, we finally decided to do the only reasonable thing: we bought some paint and woke up early one morning to quietly paint the lounge before anyone discovered our plan. With paint and brushes in hand, we prepared the room, covered the furniture and were only minutes from starting when the Manager of the book store came in to the lounge and told us that one of the school officials had heard we might be painting and she wanted to see us in her office right away. With only minutes to creatively save our plan, we quickly painted the smallest wall in the lounge. With a bad feeling about our future, we headed up the hill to explain our secret painting project.

The property manager in our Gospel lesson had a bad feeling about his future as well – called to the master’s house to give an accounting of his actions. Continue reading